the dreaded day arrived. i started back to work yesterday.
adam? he's fine.
me? ugh. i'm a hot mess. i miss the shit out of that little monkey.
i'd love it if we could figure out a way for me to stay at home but its just not going to happen. particularly since we're heading into another ivf in july. so, i'm going to sit tight and control my hours at the office and hope for another pregnancy (hope hope hope) and ride it out until i have another year off with 2 kids. wouldn't that be fucking awesome?
why yes. yes it would.
tough transition, eh? I'm really sorry that it's so difficult, Lisa. I suspect that it will get progressively easier, but wouldn't it be better to just get pregnant instead and go on mat leave. YES!! That's my wish for you.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry you are struggling today. Hang in there, Adam will be so happy to see you when you pick him up!
ReplyDeleteThe good news is that Adam is likely having a grand old time even though you're a hot mess. Mac loves daycare which makes working my dumb salary paying job so much easier. Xoxo. You've earned a cocktail too! So there is that.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry that you are having to go back to work this week. It does get easier! My little guy loves daycare too and picking him up is the best part of my day! Hope you see your BFP soon so you can go back on maternity leave!!
ReplyDeleteI feel you, my friend. It was horrible leaving her at first. Now it's not. I hope the same happens for you.
ReplyDeleteAwesome is right, and the two-child-year-off scenario is the one I'm hoping for.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are easing into work. I imagine it must be really hard. I am excited for IVF #2 for you!
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